Or trying to... I got my Period on Monday the 6th... I had the longest Luteal phase ever, it was 13 days! Almost 14.... and the shortest cycle on record! 33 Days! This is a good thing despite the fact that I did not get prego this time... The healthier I am going into this pregnancy the better I guess, right!? Also I have signed up for some local running races, with my best friend who's sister is almost ready to pop! I feel it will happen for me this year, just not yet... I did just sign up for classes to go back to school this fall, waiting to find out if I got into the class I signed up for...
I just got a call from my best friend her sister, she's in Labor and at the hospital... I found out about her getting pregnant by accident last September, just after my 2nd miscarriages. I am truly happy for her but it is always bittersweet... But here I go again...
'Sometimes'- I hope all is well...
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Summer and the living is... Just is...
Here I am again, wondering what's going on, I know that we timed things sort of right this time... My Temp rose up at the prefect moment(s). Now I'm 12 days past my O and I still no Flo.... I've never been more the 12 DPO before this time BUT on the other hand I haven't have a 30 day cycle in years! I'm now down from 55 days to 34 last month and this month 31... But 31 is today and nothings has happened yet..... Very unusual... So I peed on the stick of truth... nothing.... And here is the other odd thing: I feel nothing, no pms cramps, no nothings, Bloating YES, Breaking out YES, Tired YES..... but besides that some tugging and pulling smaller pinches- probably dinner- but nothings really... sweet nothings.... sweet is an expression, there is nothing 'sweet' about no sings... I agree with 'Sometimes' blog "shouldn't I have a sign, don't I at Least deserve that!" I really do think I should have something more to hold on to, but sleepless nights of worrying if this morning I will wake to Ole'Flo.... But this is not Flo's way of coming... she's changing her ways if this is her greeting this month....
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